I was writing outside in the sun today..

I’m working on one of my most vulnerable articles so far.

I’m still getting used to sharing openly about myself and my journey.

I am a person with a lot of integrity, and opening up and sharing my experiences is still not the easiest thing for me.

I share them privately when I trust someone, but that’s different, and opening up usually takes time for me.

The reason I share my experiences more with others now is I want to be open about who I am and what has led me here. 

I also want to reach and connect with the right people. People like you guys 🙂 People who can relate to my experiences and are on similar journeys. Those who can benefit from what I share about myself and the journey that led me here.

I also love connection, and I think sharing our stories openly and authentically brings us all closer and makes us feel less alone.

Evolving the way we do on our spiritual paths is like nothing else. 

We are surrendering to something larger and letting go of control and everything we know. But at the same time, we are also taking back our power and learning to trust ourselves (over everything and everyone). 

It’s not an easy balance.

We are also opening up to new dimensions, receiving downloads and visions, embracing our souls and higher selves, and we also have to integrate all those experiences into human form so that we can live them here on earth in our human bodies. That is not the easiest. 

Looking our egoic conditioning straight in the face and refusing to continue to live and act in those old ways, even when others, even those closest to us, don’t understand and even when they choose to turn against us is not easy either.

It’s not a walk in the park and definitely not for the weak. 

And sometimes, we need each other and each other’s stories because we (those who are awakening) are still a minority in this world.

We need other’s stories to know that we are not alone and that we are not imagining or crazy. I have done a lot of work behind the scenes for the past 18 years, and if I had chosen a few years ago, I might have never shared my story. 

But I have gradually learned to do it, with some help along the way. And now I love doing it even if it still scares me.

I know that the universe has plans for me that don’t involve hiding myself, and I have grown into those plans gradually.

And I look forward to taking off all the masks I have been wearing (on purpose) to protect myself in environments where it has not been safe to share my visions and experiences – and moving forward into an even more authentic expression of myself.

And I hope you want to continue this journey with me.

Love,

Hanna