One of the most challenging things about my spiritual path has been opening up about my multidimensional experiences. That has been one of the most significant steps I have taken as I have been coming out of the spiritual closet.

The spiritual friends I had around me in the earlier stages of my journey were relatively “physically grounded” spiritual seekers. By that, I mean they were on the awakening journey and resonated with wisdom teachers such as Eckhart Tolle and Adyashanti (I do too!). They were also into personal development. But they were not psychic or open to other dimensions and guidance, unless they were hiding it the way I was.

So, when I was with them, we didn’t talk about those dimensions. We did talk about telepathy a few times, but it was a more basic level of telepathy, such as thinking about each other at the same time, or that someone had called the moment we thought about them.

Some of my friends could also sense things beyond what was said in a room, so we had that in common, but I believe that was because they were highly sensitive people, and not all HSPs are multidimensional.

I felt alone with my experiences for the longest time, and I didn’t dare to share them because no one around me seemed to have those experiences.

For example, for me, telepathy with my twin flame was so much more than thinking about each other at the same time, or knowing what the other one was feeling. We had an inner world where we communicated regularly and daily. We had our own frequency where we could meet no matter if we were far away from each other in the physical world. That level of communication opened up gradually, as I became ready. And it was so much more than just sensing the other from a distance.

I also started receiving guidance and visions. In the beginning it was from what I call the higher knowing or the universe, which are insights that come from what I refer to as the highest level of guidance. That guidance comes from the source itself. But later, I have also been guided by spirit guides. I have also changed spirit guides during my journey as I have developed as a human being and as my abilities have evolved.

I didn’t always have these kinds of experiences. They developed on my journey. And it has taken time for me to integrate and express them in a balanced way. It has taken many years, and during many of those years I was hiding them.

It took meeting someone (many years later) who was completely comfortable with their psychic abilities and spiritual guides, for me to finally relax into and embrace that part of myself. I had been multidimensional for many years then, but I had not had my experiences confirmed, and I was still afraid of talking about them or telling others about them.

It has made such a difference for me to stop hiding and pretending to be someone I am not.

I am still grounded in my spirituality and in who I am. I have one foot in the physical world and one in the non-physical, and to me, they are not really separate. They are both part of the human experience.

I know that everyone cannot accept or love me, and everyone cannot accept those experiences. Even sharing them here feels a little scary. But I have them either way. And it feels good not to hide them anymore.

It can hurt to be rejected, but it hurts even more to hide something that is such a big part of how I experience life, and to hide parts of myself.

It feels so much better to be real and to allow all aspects of me to take up space.